Saturday, March 6, 2010

Saturn Return Theme From Age 30 to 40


Saturn Cycle










Saturn transit provides a time of expansion through wisdom. Contraction through material reality. Reflecting the direction of correct decisions to take responsibility for the next 10 years of life.

Theme of Planning focusing on the details, the every small thing, then great things will grow. Very basic things in a practical way that impact tribal life. Bring together the energy to actually get the detail work done. Always looking for the necessary energy to be able to support being focused and concentrated, to be able to support detail work. Sensibility is one of the themes of the 9th gate. It's about getting to the point where one can say, "Okay, we have enough energy now that we can concentrate on the detail." This planning is tied to the tribal bargain of family and community. RAX 9-16/40-37

Education Channels
18/58 Projected Judgment "Here to bring judgment in order to improve things" for the sake of the whole, when asked. Seeing/showing where the fault lies, what isn't working. Insatiable energy to improve. Perfectionists best apply to public sector rather then close friends and allies.

26/44 Projected Surrender "Here to transmit a message" product or truth. The creative gift to relay information adapted exactly to anything or anyone is such a way that the message is recognition. Always looking to improve work/rest ratio.

Personal Connection Channels
43/23 Projected Structuring "Here to impact the way others see things". The capability for innovative thinking that is based on improving the efficiency of how energy is used. This is not about gradual improvement and modification of existing function, but thinking that can bring quantum leaps, in organizations, always bringing higher levels of efficiency.

45/21 Mainifested Money "Here to master the material plane" to make money through the power of will. Natural to work for oneself. Uncomfortable with others control in anyway.

Natal
37/40 Projected Community "Here to wait to find the right allies" to bond with in order to create harmony in the community. Relationships have to be based on the principle of fairness. If bargains made are not maintained in a clear and open way the bond will break down. Time off for pleasure and a balanced working life. Rooted in touch, needing direct contact with others. Aura to aura very important.

17/62 Projected Acceptance "Here to be an organizational being" mental ability of seeing the bigger picture without getting bogged down in the details. Important to take the time to look into all the relevant facts and details to avoid long tern vision that can falter. Need all the facts at fingertips before speaking.

During these years: I was busy in the material world modeling, working as a mortgage broker in finance with all those detail's. Teaching finance on campus becoming the first women mortgage broker in Santa Clara. Buying a home. Starting a retirement account, all very much tied to the bargin.

Uranus Opposition Theme From Age 40 to 50




Uranus Transit









Transition to the next new cycle. Uranus transforms the spirit through conditioned matter.

Theme of Individualism "Here to provoke" provoking that creates tension in others. Sometimes taking a stance for no reason whatsoever just to see what happens, which can be infuriating. This pulls all kinds of tension inside the other. Can say and do the most outrageous things. The angle has its own pain and the left angle gives it to everybody else. "Here, have it." Can't figure out why people get mad...aura provokes. LAX 38/39 -57/51

Education Channel
54/32 Projected Transformation "Here to be driven to attain goals" driving to attain any distant goal. Here to transform raw energy into something that endures. Transforming hard work into material success. Wait for allies to recognise momentous drive rather than trying to find them.

Personal Connection Channels
43/23 Projected Structuring "Here to impact the way others see things". The capability for innovative thinking that is based on improving the efficiency of how energy is used. This is not about gradual improvement and modification of existing function, but thinking that can bring quantum leaps, in organizations, always bringing higher levels of efficiency.

59/6 Generated Mating "Here to focus on reproduction" a powerful auric field that penetrates people deeply. The gate of pure fertile power. The law that life must always create life.

Natal
37/40 Projected Community "Here to wait to find the right allies" to bond with in order to create harmony in the community. Relationships have to be based on the principle of fairness. If bargains made are not maintained in a clear and open way the bond will break down. Time off for pleasure and a balanced working life. Rooted in touch, needing direct contact with others. Aura to aura very important.

17/62 Projected Acceptance "Here to be an organizational being" mental ability of seeing the bigger picture without getting bogged down in the details. Important to take the time to look into all the relevant facts and details to avoid long tern vision that can falter. Need all the facts at fingertips before speaking. Important to take the time to look into all the relevant facts and details to avoid long tern vision that can falter. Need all the facts at fingertips before speaking.

During this time: At forty years of age I was giving birth to my one and only child...it was a new cycle for me. One of my favorites, being a Mom building family life and all the daily details of life.

Kiron Return Life Theme after 50 Years of Age

Kiron
Life Process






Kiron Return reflects the theme for the rest of ones life. As we evolve, our wound(edness) reveals our medicine. Providing our most meaningful contributions to others and to the world. The information may point to a twist in the dial of consciousness to be able to see how we can turn our lives around from the seeming blackness of old wounds into the daylight of what life is really meant to be.

Theme of Informing others. Transpersonal rulership to be able to care for those that are repressed. The inspiration comes from the past. The social channel of the individual, the cross of informing has the capacity to get people's attention and be mutative. Always carries a 5th line. The general, saint, savor... treachery/treachery. It can be treacherous. Concerned about the larger whole and in protecting the community. Individual and melancholic. The general expression for informing comes out in the world though art. 12/22 is about poetics, music and writing songs. The troupe use to come tot he village to bring the news and information: they would inform others. Example, the secrets are told hypothetically in a novel. Lived out in the artistic form. LAX 22/47-11/12

Education Channels
54/32 Projected Transformation "Here to be driven" to transform raw energy into something that endures. Transforming hard work into material success. Can evaluate whether the time and effort spent is worth the money earned.

12/22 Manifested Openness "Here to be a social being". Here to have an impact on others through unique emotional expression. Charming and ferocious. Need to inform others before I release my emotions in order to avoid arousing anger and resistance. Impact on the emotions of others. To be really effective, I have to honor my moods absolutely. Don't eat if you're not in the mood; don't go out if you're not in the mood, etc...

49/19 Emotional Projected Synthesis "Here to be sensitive to correct bonds" the correct strategy for entering into any kind of bond or contract with another person. Here to learn to be sensitive and to balance my own needs with the needs of others. Can be acutely sensitive or insenstive, depending on the emotional wave. The need to be recognized by others before entering into relationship. Allowing time and space for a natural courtship to develop emotionally clearity before making any commitment. At the root of the stream of touch, demanding close contact with others. Depending on the wave, can what to hug or hit. Food is of great importance, need to eat together with others regularly.

Personal Channels
53/42 Generated Maturation "Here to finish what is started" Whatever one begins in life must finished. Cyclical format energy governs the whole of the sensing circuit and this channel will condition all other definitions in the bodygraph to operate according to a cyclic process.

57/20 Project Brain Wave "Here to penetrate awareness" No matter how quickly I can intuit an answer, I must wait to be invited to release wisdom.

31/7 Projected Alpha "Here to understand patterns" Leadership understanding of patterns and trends being able to present them in ways that everyone can understand. Here to lead into the future. Can also be a leader in given field, mastering something in position of influence.

Natal
37/40 Community Projected "Here to wait to find the right allies" to bond with in order to create harmony in the community. Relationships have to be based on the principle of fairness. If bargains made are not maintained in a clear and open way the bond will break down. Time off for pleasure and a balanced working life. Rooted in touch, needing direct contact with others. Aura to aura very important.

17/62 Acceptance Projected "Here to be an organizational being" mental ability of seeing the bigger picture without getting bogged down in the details. Important to take the time to look into all the relevant facts and details to avoid long term vision that can falter. Need all the facts at fingertips before speaking.

How this guides me: It gives me a thread to observe in my life. How I'm designed to make a meaningful contribution to others and to the world, by focusing on caring for those that are repressed. Inspiration comes from my personal past and offers a path to heal woundedness. Lived out in an artist form operating according to a cyclical process.
  • Transforming hard work into material success.
  • Impacting others through unique emotional expression.
  • Learning to be sensitive and to balance my own needs with the needs of others.
  • Waiting to enter correctly, to be invited to release wisdom.
  • When it is correct to enter into relationship, quickly intuit an answer with an understanding of patterns and trends, being able to present them in ways that everyone can understand.
  • Notice and nurture correct allies.
  • Take the time to look into all the relevant facts and details before entering any decision or commitment.

Lunar Return Monthy Theme March 2010









Hotel Full Moon
Lunar Return
Reflecting Month of March 2010

Theme the Vessel of Love, is the container that is made up of the four gates of love:
  • 15th gate love of the body, creates the actual form of the container itself.
  • 10th gate of behavior, is the lip of the vessel. Everything pours out of the 10th gate,
  • 25th gate receives the blood of universal love.
Looking at the design of forms. Love is the biggest question in the life to be loved, to know love. It is not sexual. It all starts with the emotional system. One is going to meet shock in the process, one can feel totally lost. Can feel like never had love, never hold on to love, that love is always taken away. RAX 25/46-10/15

Education Channels
18/58 Projected Judgment "Here to bring judgment in order to improve things" for the sake of the whole, when asked. Seeing/showing where the fault lies, what isn't working. Insatiable energy to improve. Perfectionists best apply to public sector rather then close friends and allies.

63/4 Projected Logic "Here to use mental gifts in the service of others". Offering clarity and inspiration. The sceptical mind that has to question the logical validity of everything. Here to bring inspiration by questioning and filtering mental patterns, by looking for inconsistencies. Always focusing on the future. The way to avoid this anxiety is to use the mind for research purposed keeping the mind busy thinking about things. Wait to be invited before express doubts.

51/25 Projected Initiation "Here to leaping into the unknown void". Here to learn to walk my path on my own. Here to feel the wonder of my own unique spirit.

56/11 Projected Curiosity/Seeker "Here to rest and find peace in the journey of life". Gift of using language, taking life experiences and fashioning them into stories or anecdotes in order to get a reaction from the listeners. Stimulating reflection and learning for others. Here to seek rather then find. Endless curiosity for new ideas. Learn that the ideas are not for me but can stimulate others. The abstract mind cannot solve its own problems.

Personal Channels
54/32 Projected Transformation "Here to be driven to attain goals" driving to attain any distant goal. Here to transform raw energy into something that endures. Transforming hard work into material success. Wait for allies to recognize momentous drive rather than trying to find them.

53/42 Generator Maturation "Here to balance development". Cyclical Balanced Development. Repeating cycles. What every I respond to I have to finish. Enter correctly.

57/10 Generated Perfected Form "Here to be guided my intuition, to create beauty in life". Life is a canvas and ones behaviour is its art. Integration system is "art" of survival. Need to perfect ones own form. Here to create something beautiful out of life. Love of creating just for the enjoyment. Manifesting beauty.

Natal
37/40 Projected Community "Here to wait to find the right allies" to bond with in order to create harmony in the community. Relationships have to be based on the principle of fairness. If bargains made are not maintained in a clear and open way the bond will break down. Time off for pleasure and a balanced working life. Rooted in touch, needing direct contact with others. Aura to aura very important.

17/62 Projected Acceptance "Here to be an organizational being" mental ability of seeing the bigger picture without getting bogged down in the details. Important to take the time to look into all the relevant facts and details to avoid long tern vision that can falter. Need all the facts at fingertips before speaking.

How this guides me: This month I have an opportunity to improve clarity and inspiration, with an initiation to leap into the unknown void while enjoying the wonder of my own unique spirit. By entering relationships correctly, taking the time to look into all the relevant facts and details, my aura's frequency will do the work. This is a time to rest in the peace, in the journey of life.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Solar Return Yearly Theme 2010-2011




Solar Return
Reflects Yearly Theme







Theme of Maya, beginning and end themes become active. "Here to gather all the pieces of the puzzle". We master the maya by simply coming to grips with our own nature. Out of the acceptance of or own inner authority and our own process through type, we get to see the way in which the maya operates. The moment that one gets to see how the mechanics actually operate around us.

Very important to see closure in things - not just simply having open-end perspectives. Designed to finish things. One must enter into things correctly. If you don't the maya becomes confusion, and one ends up in situations where obviously one is living out a life that is not ours. Unfulfilled in the process, and most importantly finding it very, very difficult to get out. It is so important that one enter's into things, according to type.

Detail is the grounding of this cross...here to collect all the details, since we need to understand how all of these work. This is the path to ease mental pressure. One defeats the mind by understanding yourself and the world around you. The fear of making the right commitment is the fear of failure. If one does not make the right commitment, failure haunts us. RAX 32/42 - 62/61

Connection Channels
43/23 Projected Structuring "Here to gradual improve and modify existing functions". Higher levels of efficiency. Watch not to Blurt, wait to be invited.

18/58 Projected Judgment "Here to bring judgment in order to improve things" for the sake of the whole, when asked. Seeing/showing where the fault lies, what isn't working. Insatiable energy to improve. Perfectionists best apply to public sector rather then close friends and allies.

10/57 Projected Perfected Form "Here to be invited to release wisdom". Electrical impulse - wave from the lymphatic system registers instantly in the brain. Don't blurt it out, wait to be invited.

Natal
37/40 Projected Community "Here to wait to find the right allies" to bond with in order to create harmony in the community. Relationships have to be based on the principle of fairness. If bargains made are not maintained in a clear and open way the bond will break down. Time off for pleasure and a balanced working life. Rooted in touch, needing direct contact with others. Aura to aura very important.

17/62 Projected Acceptance "Here to be an organizational being" mental ability of seeing the bigger picture without getting bogged down in the details. Important to take the time to look into all the relevant facts and details to avoid long tern vision that can falter. Need all the facts at fingertips before speaking.

Jupiter in determent - Ignorance/Transition " Here to watch for inappropriate action in times of challenges that can break the spirit". Be aware of inappropriate destabilizing actions. Use of force must be based on impartiality and not emotionally motivated. Apply objectivity. Theme of embracing change with feelings, that will not let go, of the past.

Lines Tones: Five 3 lines "Here to keep it practical". Four 6 lines equal's practical role model through actions rather then words

How this guides me: Here comes a year with a different theme based on my natal incarnation cross of maya. With all projected channels and an undefined sacral. Here is a time of gather all the pieces to the puzzle for practical improvement. To apply judgment for business and to have build allies in my personal relationships. Remembering to wait to speak, wait to enter correctly and to watch for inappropriate action. Looks like there will be work to do.